Perfect (Black Cat x Reader)

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
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"You are SUCH a waste of space, why don't you do us all a favor and go kill yourself?" Bending down to pick your books up that mean bitch number one had just scattered all over the floor, you tried to ignore the insult she threw at you. "Are you listening to me you slut? You will NEVER be one of us, makes me wonder why you go to this school anyway. Whatever." Flipping her hair, Veronica aka Mean Bitch number one turned on her heel and gathered her posse of pink clad popular girls, deciding that she wasn't going to bully you more at the moment. 'Does she really think that I WANT to live like this? I don't feel like I belong here anyway.' You thought, rubbing your hand over your wrist which was currently clad in a (f/c) sweatshirt. You quickly ran to the bathroom, making sure that your contacts were still in. Oh no, you didn't need them to see. You had perfect 20/20 vision. What they really were was a disguise in the form of (e/c) colored contacts, which disguised your amber cat like orbs. 'If I can just hold on for the rest of the school year, I can finally officially join Black Cat's bounty hunter group, he said so himself. He'll be lucky if I don't succeed in killing myself by then.' Hearing the bell for next period, you ran off, trying to avoid your tormentors without having to run faster than a cat.
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Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around
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'Finally, the school day's over. Now I can go take a look around town at the sweeper bulletins, as long as I stay away from where the popular kids hang out.' Grabbing your books from your locker, you walked off to your apartment which you lived in by yourself. A few years ago, your parents had kicked you out of their house, stating "we will not allow someone like you in our house, you worthless piece of crap." Since then you had been on your own, living off of the money from your part time job, as well as the wanted criminals you brought in. You deemed almost all adults untrustworthy, the only ones that you trusted were Sven Vollfied and Train Heartnet (Black Cat). But even then you still didn't trust them that much, the only reason you trusted Train was because you had a major-head over heels in love- crush on him, which actually WOULD be a legal relationship if you two were dating being you were 16 and he was 23. Finally making it to your apartment, you threw your stuff on the ground, grabbed your dagger and it's Tiger patterned sheathe which you strapped around your thigh, you took out your contacts and quickly changed out of your hoodie and into a blood-red shirt and your long sleeved black 3-days grace jacket, but not before pausing to change and tighten the bandages around your stomach and waist. You thought you were fat, and tried to slim yourself down, sometimes skipping several meals, and even when you did eat it was only enough to keep yourself alive and somewhat healthy. Quickly redoing the long braid which held your waist length (h/c) locks together, you walked out the door, confident that no high school students would recognize you.
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Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
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Walking into a Starbucks, you walked up to waiter and ordered a caramel mochiato, then walked straight past the clique of girls who had tormented you earlier today. While ignoring them and walking up to the sweeper bulletin board, so you could pick out a couple of targets with high bounties, you overheard the snotty girls talking about you. Curious, you decided to pretend to read the posters. "That one girl is so stupid, you know (Firstname) (Lastname). Well, I pushed her today, and told her that she was worthless, and she. started. CRYING !!!!!! It was SO hilarious and pitiful." "Yeah, she is such a waste of time." You frowned,'I didn't cry, I glared at her!' Deciding to stop by their booth for some "friendly chat", you dropped one of the posters by Veronica's feet. "Hey, you idiot. Watch what your doing, you dropped your grimy paper WAY to close to my new shoes." The manager who was a very close friend of yours, looked extremely pissed at the girls, but you walked back over there and said,"sorry, I didn't even know that it fell out of my hands. Hey, do I know you?" She gave her friends a surprised look before rolling her eyes and saying "look lady. You must be confused, cuz there is no way that a freak like you would know me. Anyway, what IS that poster for. Some party that I never heard about?" You smirked, "depends what your view of a party is. But no, these are sweeper bulletins, for wanted criminals in the area. Bounty Hunters-we refer to ourselves as sweepers- catch the crooks,turn them into the cops, and collect the bounty. The more sinister and harder the crook is to catch, the higher the bounty money. You'd be surprised by how many of us there are in the world. But you girls on the other hand wouldn't stand a chance against even the weakest criminal. After all, you wouldn't want those precious new shoes of yours to get ruined would you?" Veronica gave an indignant gasp, stuttered for a few seconds, and was about to insult you when she saw the dagger, and effectively clammed up. "See you later." Walking up to the register, you paid for your coffee and left, ready to use your high speed wi-fi and do some research.
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You're so mean (so mean) when you talk (when you talk)
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices (change the voices) in your head (in your head)
Make them like you instead.
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Finally making it back to your apartment, you open the door-only to be tackle hugged by Train, who somehow managed to get into it.
"WHAT THE HELL TRAIN?! WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU COME FROM?!"
He laughed,"you gave me a spare key remember? Anyways since I was in the neighborhood I decided to drop by and chat for awhile." You sighed, knowing that you couldn't talk him into leaving, which made you grateful for the fact that you hid the bandages.
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So complicated,
Look how we all make it.
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
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You and Train were sitting down, watching a movie when you both reached for the popcorn at the exact same time, making you wince as his hand brushed your wrists and their scars,both new and old. You tried to hide the wince, but unfortunately he had seen it without you knowing. "Alright, well I gotta head back before Sven gets pissed at me, but I'll come over again tomorrow, ok?" You gave a small smile,"sure Train, your welcome to come by any time."
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Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
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"I can't wait to show off my latest bounty money to Train!~" you stated quietly in a sing-song voice the next day. "Hey whore! Where do you think you're going?" Uh oh. 'Just ignore them.' "Hey, did you hear what I said?" You turned around to face her, fixing an icy-glare on her "what pleasure does bullying me give you,hmm? Aren't I the same as all of you? I have had it with you people, and I'm not gonna take this crap from you anymore. Now I think you have better things to do then bully me so-MS. (LASTNAME)!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THESE GIRLS?" Oh.Flipping.Flying.Mint.Bunnies. "MS. RODRIGUEZ TELLS ME THAT YOU ARE THREATENING THEM!- But I-NO! I DONT WANT TO HEAR YOUR EXCUSES, GO TO MY OFFICE NOW!" Silently, you turned around and walked off.
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The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and we try, try, try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?
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Silently, you watched the blood from your arms drip down into the sink from your fresh arm wounds that you had inflicted upon yourself. 'Why do they bully me? Did I do something wrong? Why does everyone hate me?' You thought these things, your hoodie on the ground and the long, open cuts on your arms visible as well as the bandages around your stomachs and waist. Unfortunately for you, Black Cat decided to come at that exact moment, yelling "(Name)! Where are you?" And slowly approaching the bathroom door. 'Oh Flipping Flying Mint Bunnies! He's gonna find out, he's-' at that moment, he opened the bathroom door, and his eyes widened at your appearance. "(Nickname), why? Why didn't you tell me?" He asked gently, his eyes full of concern and sadness as he slowly approached you. He tried to touch your arm, but you flinched away from him, and suddenly, you let it all out. "Everything's wrong Train! I'm bullied at school, my teachers and the principle think I'M the one bullying everyone else! They call me a slut, a whore, a bitch, and anything else hurtful that you can think of. I'm always having to watch my back. They say I'm fat, and that I should have already killed myself, and to be honest, I'm surprised that I haven't killed myself. I don't want to live like this, and I don't even know what I've done wrong! And now you probably think that I'm weak and a worthless piece of crap and abandon me, just like my parents and everyone else." Now you were crying, and Black Cat couldn't stand seeing you in pain any longer, he quickly wrapped you in a hug,"(Name), listen to me. You are NOT anything that they say. You're beautiful,sweet,kind,funny,and an amazing fighter. I love you for you, and to me your perfect." This calmed you down to gentle sniffles. "I love you too Train." He chuckled softly, and slowly closed his eyes and leaned in, you meeting him halfway in a perfect kiss. He slowly pulled back and for the first time in many years, you smiled a real smile."We're gonna get you healthy again, and then I'm going to talk to the administration about all this. After this school year ends, I  promise that you'll never have to go back. I also promise that I will NEVER hurt you, ok?" "Ok, thank you, for everything."
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Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
(You're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me.
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Your life had gotten so much better. Sure the bullying continued, but the principle had suspended Veronica, you had to stay after school at least once a week for counseling, and now you were a member of Black Cat's team-as well as his girlfriend-and suddenly the last day of school came around. "Hey Bitch! Where do you think your going?" Came a voice from behind you. 'I forgot that Veronica and her posse stay late after school for cheerleading.' You thought. "Did you hear me? I asked-Oh she heard you alright. And if I were you, I wouldn't insult her again, or else you may get some Bad Luck." Recognizing Train's voice you chuckled quietly to yourself, taking out your other contact and putting it away. "I won't be needing these anymore. Any of y'all want 'em?" You asked Veronica and her posse, closing your locker and turning around to face them, your amber cat-like eyes glowing. "YOU'RE THAT GIRL FROM THE RESTAURANT?!" You chuckled quietly before saying,"Remember, not everything is as it seems. This goes for people as well." Taking your bag, you clasped your hand in Black Cat's, ready to start your new life and continue your beautiful relationship. Leaving your past behind and starting a new life.